The emptiness in me!

a smiling face,
and a blessed me,
these are the things,
that you always see,
my positive wits,
my words when knit,
you always adore,
and like them for sure,
my dream to excel,
and planning so well,
the things I possess,
my 'virtues' I guess,
But deep inside me,
there is something to see,
my helplessness, my tears,
my heart,choked with fear,
an urge for care and love,
a “conscience” far above,
yearnings to learn n live,
to be forgiven n forgive,
sometimes a wish to flee,
when not loved by thee,
my vulnerability when I see,
the 'innocence' killed by thee,
when people ruin the 'peace',
how empty I feel in me,
I wish anyone could see,
That 'emptiness' in me……

Anubha! Dec. 14, 08